UNCLEAR DREAM

                    One night I woke up to a sound. It was a weird voice as if it was calling for me. I don't know what it could be. After that I started to hear it more and more clearly as each day went by. The voice sounded warm and a little bit urgent, and she said "Azura, you must protect them, don't let him harm them." I woke up that night drenched in sweat. I went to go take a cold shower and remove the uneasiness left by that strange dream. I dried off my body and got dressed. I picked out a pair of jeans and a T-shirt with sneakers, and the necklace my mother gave me before she passed. I went down stairs and saw my uncle and his wife. She was making breakfast. It smelled like bacon, eggs and pancakes. I sat down and was eating my breakfast. "Azusa," my uncle said "I thought you were never going to wake up." I looked up and felt a bit awkward said "oh umm I was having a good dream." After breakfast I went out the door to my car. I was trying not to think about what happened in my dream last night during the drive to school. It only takes about 30 minutes to get to my school called Bridge high. I found a parking spot in the direction of the school and saw a black Chevrolet Camaro convertible parked right next to hers. My car was a gift from my uncle and when people saw it they couldn't believe that I would have a car like that. It's a BMW and they would only think rich people would have one as nice as mine. And my uncle is rich since he's a best selling author so he could afford to buy me a nice car. I see all the popular students in one corner talking to someone I’ve never seen before and I think to myself "oh, he must be the new kid who the teachers have been talking about." when I’m about to look away I see him looking in my direction and I see that he has wavy and curly hair, and his hair is dirty blond with light streaks and is quit handsome. I can't see what his eyes look like because I am too far away to see it. The others saw what or who he was looking at and I started to rush in the direction of the school. I glanced to look again and I saw that he was smiling a little bit as if my reactions amused him. I was heading to my first period class and then for some unknown reason I started to think about that dream I had when I sat down. Then the teacher walked in and announced that the new student would be joining them in there class. The girls in my class started to whisper to each other in excitement since they would be hanging out with him. Yes and that’s how things went in this school the good looking ones stuck to each other like glue. Some of the girls gestured for him to sit in a seat near them, but for some strange reason he decided to sit next to me. Everyone was surprised that he decided to sit next to me and then he spoke to me and that really surprised everyone. He said "Hi" in a cool and calm way that would make every girl fall for him. But I decided I wouldn't fall for his charms and said "Hi" back trying to act cool about it. He smiled again and I looked away so he wouldn't notice me blushing. Before I knew it class was over in no time and everyone started to go to next class. I was thinking about what class I had next and said in my head First period was Math so next period is History. I was thinking about my classes so much that I didn’t notice the new guy named Danny right next to me and the girls from class trying to block our way. But Danny seemed to notice and helped me get out of class without anything happening. The girls seemed to not like that either. I looked at him and said “Thank you, but you shouldn’t do that again and I prefer it if you don’t get so close to me either.” He looked surprised and said “Okay, if that’s what you want then that’s fine but if I see something I don’t like I’ll interfere.” And smiled with a look as if he was trying to defend his girlfriend. I blushed and was heading to my next class and I couldn’t stop thinking about what he said and class went by very quick. Then everyone were heading to lunch and so was I. when I got to the cafeteria I got into line, got a tray and was getting some of the food they had. All of a sudden I realized that Danny was standing right behind me and all eyes were on him and even the conversations they had were about him. He suddenly got closer to me and whispered in my ear behind me “Do u want to go find a seat with me?” I looked behind me and suddenly knew I made a mistake because I couldn’t refuse his offer and I had intended to refuse. I said “Okay” It almost came out in a whisper. Danny and I started to walk down an ail and found an almost empty table were we sat next to A girl who dressed Gothic and wear her make up as if she was a vampire. And sitting across from her was a boy who if you look closely you could see that he was attractive as well.

"Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that." -Martin Luther King jr.

                           When darkness and darkness clash nothing happens but stays in the dark and when light comes some of the darkness gets driven away. Also when hate and hate come together it only brings more hate but when hate and love come together they balance each other out.

"In the end, we all remember not the words of our enemies,but the silence of our friends." -Martin Luther king jr.

                     When people are put into a situation or if someone just doesn't like them and your best friends do nothing in your diffence. You will always  remember that they were silent and did nothing.
                                                            OR
                     When it has to do with the law and your family members want to take everything that's on the will and you can't do anything about it. And they also say that they will help you but instead they just want everything you own.

Accomplishments

                          In all my life I’ve been wondering what I should do when I get older. But the only thing I’ve been doing is changing my mind on everything I’ve wanted to do. I always wondered what I should be doing in life and if my life had any meaning. My family life has never been perfect but I don’t know whose family is perfect. Everyone must think I’m someone who’s happy all the time but that’s wrong, I have hard life and try to put up with my family’s crap especially my brother’s. Well my life isn’t that hard like most people but it’s hard enough for me. Now that I’m in my 3^rd year of high school I want to accomplish something that I have never done before and beginning to love doing. If I stick to this specific accomplishment then it will be the most fulfilling thing I have ever done in my entire life. The reason being is because I have grown to love writing and making up my own stories. I will be extremely happy If I do fulfill this because I don’t really have anything that I could say I really, really love doing or love in general. And the reason behind it is because of the world we live in now and all the corruption that has gone on in this world. I feel that because of all the things that have happened in the world and in my family that I always want to hide from reality and daydream. I sometimes wish this world was a fantasy, and then it wouldn’t be so hard to deal with. But reality is very cruel, super cruel. The main reason why I haven’t accomplished something fulfilling is because I get very lazy and end up not doing anything I actually want to do. Now that I look back at what happened in the past, I say to myself I don’t like how everything turned out to be because back then everyone wasn’t lazy. But I’m glad woman got there rights and African-Americans too. I’m not too sure about the being lazy part or maybe that’s just me being lazy. I just hope I can make my writing career happen in the near future. And I just really hope I can make everything that I’m going to work hard for come true in this cruel reality that we all live in everyday.

Nightmares

                      Mia grew up in a foster home having almost no memory of her birth parents.
The only thing she has to remember them by, is her teddy bear. She always sleeps with it at night, but when she tries to sleep she has nightmares about her mother running away from someone. When she has that dream it seems that they keep getting clearer and clearer. From the dreams she has, it looks like her mother was being shot at, but she doesn't know who's the one shooting at her. It was like someone wanted her to watch her mother die. Every time she dreams of it she wakes up in gasps. Every day Mia sits by herself watching everyone live there normal lives. Children at the foster home don't even go near her because they think she's weird or a freak. But even though they think of her in that way, Mia doesn't care what they think of her, and she careless if they spread rumors about her so no one would take a second look at her. All Mia could think about washer dreams or nightmares that haunt her. One day a group of foster children walk up next to her and sit down as if they were her friends. Mia asked them "Don't you guys think I'm weird or a freak like everyone else here?" and one replied "No, we don't think anyone is, until we get to know them" and she laughed but not in a hateful way, but a very kind one. And the others just smiled in a kind way, and so did Mia. Mia noticed everyone looking at them and there faces showed how unbelievable it was to see these three talking to her the so called "freak" of the foster home. These three spent a lot of time with Mia, but she was afraid that they would find out about her nightmares and wont like her. On a weekend vacation the four of them went to stay with some people the other three knew and so Mia asked "is there a room I can have by myself?

25 Things You Don't Know About Me....

1. My favorite movie is all of Resident Evil movies
2. I love animals
3. My hobby is sketching
4. Now my second hobby is writing: creating stories
5. I like to be alone most of the time
6. I love to read
7. I don't have a favorite music artist
8. I am Peurto Rican
9. I want to try and write my own book one day
10. I started to like visiting my two cousins in Connecticut
but I have only visited about two times
11. I have a twin sister but not identical
12. I don't like to talk about myself because it
hurts to talk about things going on in my life
13. I am afraid of a lot of things(mostly sounds, fires, heights,
and loving people)
14. I don't have family members that are close to me
15. I wan to travel to different places some day
16. I think I am ugly but my sister says I'm cute
17. I'm not sure if I ever want to get married or have any kids but I do
like kids and I might as well adopt one since there are so many
18. I wish I could play sports, but can't since I get dizzy a lot
19. I am 4'10
20. I want to study literature and photography in college and more
21. I want to become more independent and live on my own
22. I am a very shy person and don't like to act stupid in front of people
23. I don't like to talk in front of people who I don't know because
i get shy and embarrassed
24. I think everything is embarrassing
25. I don't want people to hate me if i say the wrong things